2018

Ic h bin so mega unzufrieden mit dem Gedicht, aber nun
Vielleicht feile ich morgen nochmals dran.

(Es ist übrigens so, dass 90% der Gedichte auf diesem Blog die reine Rohfassung sind, grade die Anime und BestsellerLyrik Texte ändern sich hart nachher, ich kann ja mal ein "Vorher" "Nachher" posten.)
Aber bei direkt-emotional gebundener Lyrik is das irgendwie schwieriger.
Ich habe dann das Gefühl, den moment zu verfälschen oder so, wenn ich nachher dran rumschraube.

Naja.

2018

Today when I
woke
everything was
the same
and simultanly
different
because
I wore
a
smile

Today I
woke and
I
realised
I almost
survived
this past
year
and upon
thinking this
I couldn't
help the
tears.

Hey, of course
I did struggle
oh my god
how I
did
but now I can
look back a
bit
and damn,
this year was
lit

I got a
name
a piece of me
a sense of
who
am I
this year's
and maybe many
year's
most beautiful
reason
to
cry

I got inked
twice this
year
and both
I hold so
dear
with all my heart for
they are signs
that I'm
able to
stay
here

No hospitals
no
emergencies
boy, can you
believe?
not once in this
past 12
months
I actively tried
to
leave

I met not
many
strangers
but those I
did
are great
and thankfully
to start a journey
together
it is
never to
late

I worked without
major problems
yeah, you heard it
right
I worked and I
didn't fail
it made me
smile so
bright

I discovered
Shows and
books
that moved my heart
so deep
I made so
many memories
whom I'll
gladly keep

I have a
home
and precious
friends
theres nothing
I would
trade
and all that's
left now
to still do
is to enjoy
this years
raid.