Care

Drowning in
friendly words
in care, so much
it hurts.
Floating in
love and sparkly eyes
in warmth that
costs no price
other than
realising; so
it's almost
impossible to
pay

Humble attempts
at looking straight back
at you kindness
and not losing
track of time
of
reality and
just being
fine

Thank you for
letting me roam
stride far and still
welcome me for
giving me a place a
home even I
can see.

Thank you for
dealing with my demons
for not being angry when I
don't show them
when I
do show them
when I'm
visibly
invisible

My deepest thank for
your anger, your patience
for your most recent
reminder that you
are here.

I love you for
who you are and
you do the same
even
if you have to tame
me and
my chess figurine.
My strenght and
my sin
my exhausting try-hard
win
against the world

Friend you sure give
me another year
or two, maybe
with your care
with your acceptance
your
assistance
Even if I
hardly ever thank you
or walk by and
tell you that you
are great.

I want to
thank you, for
you save me
and let me save
you
as well
let me come out
of my shell
All while accepting
my silvery bubble world.

I'm showered
with love
and so much I don't get
at least not
yet
please, give me
time

My heart it
may as well explode
from what I
cannot tell you for
I can't find words or
enough praise

Thank you
for loving me
for supporting me and
for not always
holding my hand
but guide me to learn
to hold it myself

Thank you, friend.