melancholy heart

I'm trapped
in my mind
in this life

With a heart
way too heavy
I'm falling apart

With a mind
way too tainted
I try to stay kind

Help me
dear god of mine
to see

How the prison
of this very body
can be a palace

How my negativism
that is drowning me
can be solace

How should I feel
about this unsuited life
how can I heal?

Set me free
dear god of mine
for everyone to see

But mostly
for my heart
just for me.

Please.