Heartseed

Dieses Gedicht ist inspiriert vom Anime "Kokoro connect"


Can you feel my tired heart
No? Well, it doesn't matter
for I can't feel it, myself
just thoughts to hate and shatter

Who am I? Just what I see?
which is my own desire?
How will I be just what I feel,
Emotions burning fire

My fears will get the best of me
I'm sure there's no way out
The promise that I gave myself
now leaves me with a doubt.

Oh heart of mine, why are you torn
between what is and was
why can't I just look forward now
why do I cling to the past?

How many warmfull words to tell?
to justify one evil deed
and where under all this selflessness
is my true self to meet?

Maybe sometimes changing visions
and seeing with a heart
from an oh-so beloved stranger
is the most important part.

Maybe reliving, experience what
has left our souls to roam
is a painfull albeit the best
way to finally find home.