Preach

I am sorry Father,
for being such a bother
for not turning out
the way you
wished for

I'm sorry my late Mother
for not being a daughter
someone you saw
in me and
tried to make me be.

I'm sorry sisters mine
for not getting along with you fine
for being rude and
different
than you

I'm sorry my dear friends
for making amends
and being nasty
while keeping none
of my promises.

I'm sorry teachers who tried
you who took pride
in your students who turned out
right.
But not me.

I am sorry god above
for wasting your love
and for not loving
and giving
others.

I'm sorry world, everyone
for giving you none,
for being a bad person
and a burden.

I'm so sorry