dass ich dich vermisse.
Aber alles, was ich habe, sind verschwurbelte Gefühle und eine Repertoire an Momenten,
die ich nie vergessen werde.
Es ist ein Privileg jemanden zu vermissen, denn es bedeutet, dass man diese Person hat kennen dürfen.
The privilege of missing someone
Für Jil
Your smile's brightness
hid perfectly
what you allowed
no-one to see
Pale and shaky
wobbly tears
your heart wide open
with grinning fears
In small toilet rooms
escaped sobs and blood
drip-drip, our innocence
howling, screaming floods
The atmosphere of your voice
always a tad bit low
no oxygen to let us breathe
to thrive, to bloom, to grow
I love you
your desperation
madness is
salvation
Poke, poke, Sticky fingers
bring your name
under my skin
let me adopt
your sin
You hold my hand
in the darkest night
through the brightes day
through wrongs and rights
Voiceless subtle cries
we never found
the reason why
we fall and rise
You've waited
awaited my presence
and gifted my parting self
with condolences
Curly hair
caressing your pale frame
meanwhile I grew
and so did my shame
On the outside
we were two of a kind
inside
we've got two minds
Even though
I shed tears for you
you only outgrew your skin
and shed it without a clue
A shared glass has to part
in the split second it is shared
and so we, too, parted ways
while sharing that we cared
All thats left
an itchy heart
a fond smile
an inked part
We are a thousand worlds apart
yet my heart
is wherever you are
forever
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