Gedanken.Welt aus Meer 2

Gedanken.Welt aus Meer 2

Dies ist für Martin F.
Ich habe unglaublich viele Erinnerungen an diesen Menschen.
Er ist die grosse Leere in meiner Seele und eine Warnung niemals wieder die Kontrolle über mich zu verlieren.
However; keine Erinnerung ist mir bis heute so präsent wie jener Abend spät.
Es war so wunderschön!


We were there!
Or at least,
we tried;
to not fall apart,
to stay in our hearts.

Night and Heath,
and a chilly
Coke.
And we close our eyes
we hope
that at least one of us,
tries,
to be loved.

And the beast of beating
all the
odds
was torn apart by the
demons
in us.

We tried so hard,
to be
someone to the other
but,
never to us.
And somewhere in between the days,
we lost trust.

And what's left
all debts aside
is a crying heart,
I just can(not)
hide.

I never claimed to be a saint,
and you never asked me to be.
But still we lost eacht other
in our hearts' war heath.

But I still remember,
being
with
you.
a chilly coke,
and the flu.

I still remember,
loving
you.
And a chilly coke,
told me as well,
did you.

Seit Jahren;
Mein Herz weint.